Unsteady.
The year is over. Well, almost. I can barely believe it. I clearly remember NYE like it was yesterday. December started juzi and next week is Christmas. How now? Well, I’m glad because this year has fulizad me a good one. Some parts of the year were nothing short of detrimental. Like a hunger games of sorts, without weapons and zero knowledge of the arena. I hit rock bottom, bypassed it and dug my way to the center of the earth. I had so many "moments". You the moment right? When you need things to spin this way and they’re pretty insistent on spinning the other way. When you're out of options. A situation where, when desperate times call for desperate measures, you feel free to be as desperate as humanly possible. Have you ever gotten lost inside your head? Because i have. Multiple times. How does that work out for you? How deep do you drown? Do you clutch at a straw or do you just let the abyss swallow you whole and drag you across the tide? How many times has it